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I can't believe how angry I get whenever I talk to her.......

"we're on lions gate bridge.....yea I am with p + b ..... I came to ur work but u were not there!!! ok i'll give u a call when I get home......bye....."

right now I'm angry at 3 things ......first of all why didn't she know that I don't work on sundays? second of all why didn't she ask me to go out with them??? third of all ...which is the most important of all ........ I hate the way she talks when she's around other people....... "joooooon baashe jigar hatman behet zang mizanam....."

I like her when she's alone and there's no one around her.... when she talks like she did before she went to iran....... when she sounds like her good old self.......

see why it's hard to stop talking to her? there's a person in her that I love.... that I was friends with for 2-3 years.......... but on the other hand........ the other person ..... oh god knows how much I DONT LIKE hate? that other person....... I mean it's not like I want to NOT LIKE her..... it's the feeling of ANGER I get whenever I talk to her..... my head starts to hurt..........

that's why ........ I can't.......and this time there's absolutely no logic to find and no solution to solve......