WTF
ok ..... right now I am very mad.....
I am soooooooo disappointed...... :( .....failure after failure.....komak kardanamam be darde ammam mikhore........ ye do khat info ro balad nistam bekhoonam..... !!!!! nothing surprises me anymore
the second part of WTF is my mixed upppp thoughts and feelings........
yesterday i was so depressed.... then I went to work and almost forgot about everything and in the end I couldn't understand why I was so depressed before........ and wanted to apologize to * because * had told me that *'d had a good day and then I started complaining about my life and everything.........
it's so funny.... I guess I take advantage of people's good moods .....whenever they're in a good mood I allow myself to complain and get angry.....but if they're in a bad mood I try to be as calm as I can and TRY to make them feel better....(weirddddd)
oh and now that I think about it one reason why I was depressed yesterday was because #3 had come online and left without even saying hi... we hadn't talked in one day and ...well i had high expectations........
anywayz.....at the end of the night.....while I was talking to #4 (for some reason I don't like this one at allllll... I donnow why......!!!) #2 came online........it was around 2 in the morning... and being the POROO me I started asking him questions about why the hell he doesnt wanna talk to me again.....and figured out that it was all a big misunderstanding..... he'd thought that I jus don wanna talk to him because i don like him etc. which was not true! .... anywayz..... after that I was real happy because I realized that I'm not as bad as I thought..... o "be zendegi omidvaar shodam!!!" ..........
but here's the weird thing.... ok ..as I was talking to #2 I completely forgot about #4 .... for some weird reason I feel like I have to stay LOYAL to #2 ......dont ask me whyyyy... I know that I'm not attracted to him but I really like him because he's so easy to talk 2......and /;p0yes I would like to just go out with him and have fun..just as a friend...... + eventhough I really like #3 and there's a good chance that if we meet in real life I might :X I still feel like I shouldn't because of # 2!!!!!! I donnow why I feel this way...... it's so freaking weird!!!!
kholaaseh yeh jooori #3 ro pichoondam for now.... I just need some time to figure out what it is that I wanTTT.......
I am soooooooo disappointed...... :( .....failure after failure.....komak kardanamam be darde ammam mikhore........ ye do khat info ro balad nistam bekhoonam..... !!!!! nothing surprises me anymore
the second part of WTF is my mixed upppp thoughts and feelings........
yesterday i was so depressed.... then I went to work and almost forgot about everything and in the end I couldn't understand why I was so depressed before........ and wanted to apologize to * because * had told me that *'d had a good day and then I started complaining about my life and everything.........
it's so funny.... I guess I take advantage of people's good moods .....whenever they're in a good mood I allow myself to complain and get angry.....but if they're in a bad mood I try to be as calm as I can and TRY to make them feel better....(weirddddd)
oh and now that I think about it one reason why I was depressed yesterday was because #3 had come online and left without even saying hi... we hadn't talked in one day and ...well i had high expectations........
anywayz.....at the end of the night.....while I was talking to #4 (for some reason I don't like this one at allllll... I donnow why......!!!) #2 came online........it was around 2 in the morning... and being the POROO me I started asking him questions about why the hell he doesnt wanna talk to me again.....and figured out that it was all a big misunderstanding..... he'd thought that I jus don wanna talk to him because i don like him etc. which was not true! .... anywayz..... after that I was real happy because I realized that I'm not as bad as I thought..... o "be zendegi omidvaar shodam!!!" ..........
but here's the weird thing.... ok ..as I was talking to #2 I completely forgot about #4 .... for some weird reason I feel like I have to stay LOYAL to #2 ......dont ask me whyyyy... I know that I'm not attracted to him but I really like him because he's so easy to talk 2......and /;p0yes I would like to just go out with him and have fun..just as a friend...... + eventhough I really like #3 and there's a good chance that if we meet in real life I might :X I still feel like I shouldn't because of # 2!!!!!! I donnow why I feel this way...... it's so freaking weird!!!!
kholaaseh yeh jooori #3 ro pichoondam for now.... I just need some time to figure out what it is that I wanTTT.......
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