Maybe I should write this here too ( Part III)
this is just a conclusion of my little "experience"......
I told one of my co-workers about that night..and she thought that what I did was absolutely crazy ..... "what if he raped you A***?", she said, with a worried look on her face, at the same time probably thinking that I'm very stupid.
"But why would he do that?", I replied. "He seemed like a very nice guy, and persian people usually don't do those kind of things...", while thinking oh my god she's right. It was a weird thing because eventhough I know that she could be 100% right I 100% trusted the guy... I can not think of why god would want me to go out with him if he was gonna do something bad to me... I rely A LOT on my feelings...and going out with him at that time of the night might seem like a naive thing to do .... but my feelings.... they never lie!
anywayz.... I was thinking if I were to do this all over again I wouldn't change a thing.
haha...I'm gonna tell u something funny...it's not related to this conclusion that much..well it kind of is.....
I remember when I was in grade ..ummm .. 9 I guess...I had gone to my friend's birthday party ( yes back then I did have a few friends!! ;) ) .. and then the day after she was gonna go to a mall with her boyfriend and asked me to go with them...so I did ..
in the mall there was this guy that I'd seen at the party who was to join us... I said hello to him and a few minutes after, my friend whispered to my ears "oh by the way, he likes you!!" .... surprised by what she'd said, I actually tried to run away...smiling saying "oh I'm late, I have to go home" .... my friend said "no let's go to a park...*** has a car ..so he can take us all." ....
I was 100% refusing ..... remembering that my parents have always forbidden me to get into a stranger's car.... after saying no 100 times (probably making that guy wonder why he ever liked such an annoying little girl) I started walking away, took the bus and went home ..hahaha...
I told one of my co-workers about that night..and she thought that what I did was absolutely crazy ..... "what if he raped you A***?", she said, with a worried look on her face, at the same time probably thinking that I'm very stupid.
"But why would he do that?", I replied. "He seemed like a very nice guy, and persian people usually don't do those kind of things...", while thinking oh my god she's right. It was a weird thing because eventhough I know that she could be 100% right I 100% trusted the guy... I can not think of why god would want me to go out with him if he was gonna do something bad to me... I rely A LOT on my feelings...and going out with him at that time of the night might seem like a naive thing to do .... but my feelings.... they never lie!
anywayz.... I was thinking if I were to do this all over again I wouldn't change a thing.
haha...I'm gonna tell u something funny...it's not related to this conclusion that much..well it kind of is.....
I remember when I was in grade ..ummm .. 9 I guess...I had gone to my friend's birthday party ( yes back then I did have a few friends!! ;) ) .. and then the day after she was gonna go to a mall with her boyfriend and asked me to go with them...so I did ..
in the mall there was this guy that I'd seen at the party who was to join us... I said hello to him and a few minutes after, my friend whispered to my ears "oh by the way, he likes you!!" .... surprised by what she'd said, I actually tried to run away...smiling saying "oh I'm late, I have to go home" .... my friend said "no let's go to a park...*** has a car ..so he can take us all." ....
I was 100% refusing ..... remembering that my parents have always forbidden me to get into a stranger's car.... after saying no 100 times (probably making that guy wonder why he ever liked such an annoying little girl) I started walking away, took the bus and went home ..hahaha...
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