Stepping out of the SAFE ZONE......( Part II )
Ok fine........ I'll tell u what happened........
so yea......as u might have suspected I had planned to go out with some guy whom I'd met in chat......
I had told him that I wanna meet him on thursday...... but then my managere called and told me that she can give me an 8 hour shift on that day.....and I accepted it.........
So..... last night (Tuesday) ...... I was waiting IMPATIENTLY for him to come online so we can set another day (not date!!) to meet one another.......
Since I knew that I was gonna be working for the next 4 days I didn't wanna delay it to next week.... I just could not wait!!! and that's not because I was in love with him.. lol..it was because of another SELFISH reason .... I didn't wanna waste my time thinking about how he might be and how he might look for another week! that's why I told him that I'd like to meet him tonight (wednesday) or don wanna meet him at all.........
the poor guy said ok........he was at work until 6 and had a meeting until 9 but he was willing to come and see me after.......so I agreed to meet him at 10 o'clock in front of a mall... (it was getting dark.... )
I decided to sit inside the mall because it was cold outside..and as alwayz..... I had one of my precious books in my hand .... I read about 40 pages before he comes ..... it was 10 o'clock.... there was still no sign of him..... so I said "too bad so sad....I will finish the last few pages and then catch my bus at 10:15) ....... believe it or not I didn't care that much..... I was thinking "if it happens it would bee a good experience..... if not then I would just say ' ghesmat naboodeh :) ' and then walk away......."
anywayz......as I was reading the last page (the most exciting part of the book) .....the door opens and he comes in........
the first thought that went through my head was ... ( ok NEVER MIND..... he's clearly not my knight in shining armour.....) ........
then he stepped forward and said hi......
manam boland shodam o salamaleyk kardimo..... bad goft ba accountantesh gharar dashte o taxeh chi chi jarimeh shodeh o in joor harfa ke man sar dar nemiovordam........
kholase hamintor ke man az jam boland shodeh boodam goft mikhay berim biroon ...goftam behtare berim va eyla az mal mindazanemoon biroon ... (akhe saat 9 baste boodo fekr konam kam kam vaghtesh bood ke security biad......)
anywayz.....we started walking ... he was an old looking guy.....well he said he's 8 years older than me (still not sure if he told me the truth or not) but looked like he's at least 32-33.........
khoobish in bood ke aadameh khaaki e be nazar mioomad bara hamin I was so comfortable talking to him ........ when there are no FEELINGS involved it's very easy to talk to a guy (lesson #1).........
shoroo kardim be tarafe parki ke nazdike mall bood raftan.......oon ye mioonbor balad bood ke kheyli jaaye tariki bood......kholase parandeh par nemizad....... yekam ke raftim jolotar jadde boodo chan ta mashin park karde boodan o chan ta adam vaisade boodan........
hamintori ke dashtim ra miraftim oon kotesho darovord .......(hava kheyli sard bood!!! albate chon raa miraftim ok bood)...... man ta hala az oon tarafe park narafte boodam.......hamishe be samte raast miraftam vali endafe oon goft berim be samte chap....... manam moafeghat kardamo bad az 5 deghe intora dobare hame ja khalvate khalvat shod.. dige hatta ye mashinam nabood .......... avval dashtim az kenare khiaaboon rad mishodim...... oon dasht dar moredeh karesh migofto mohandesayeh dige ke too sherkateshoonan o in harfa.......manam goosh midadam...... o yekamam dar morede business o ina harf zadim..... bad behesh goftam ke az karet razi hasti...goft are hamoonie ke hamishe mikhastam ...... goftam e pas be arezoot residi..... khandash gereft.....goft ye filmi bood ghadima ke toosh ye bazigari too roosta asheghe ye dokhtari mishe ke too tehran mibineh....ba'd az chand saal taraf miad tehrano beh hameh mige man donbaleh aarezoom migardam........ hameh am behesh migan "khob azizeh man hame mardom donbaleh arezooshoon migardan" ....... (Fekr konam khodetoon baghie dastano fahmidin).. bad goft manam emshab too in jangal AREZOUMO peida kardam!!! man hamintor moonde boodam.... goftam na baba ..... in harfa chie... man ba arezou kheyli fargh daram!! ;)....... badesham say kardam mozoo ro avaz konam........
yekam dige ra raftim.....dige khiaabooni vojood nadasht.....tarike taarik bood....in varo oon var booshe..... faghat mano oon boodim.... vali az laayeh derakhta ye sedai mioomad....... man goftam vaay alan ye khers az in poshta miaad biroon .... khandid goft na baba khers koja bood.... ageh mikhay dasteto bede be man ke natarsi...... goftam na kheyli natarsidam :).... kholase shoroo kard yekam az doostasho ina tarif kardan......... ba'd goft man vaghean kheyli adameh lucky e hastam ke toonestam shomaro bebinam...aslan fekr nemikardam enghad adameh khoobi bashi....... manam sokoot kardam......ya goftam na baba in harfa chie....... o dobare mozooro avaz kardam........
kholase residim be ye jaayi ke derakhtaayeh boland dasht......hatta noore mahtabam nabood ke raaho roshan koneh........do se ghadam raftim o man goftam "vaghean jaayi ro nemibinam" ....... oon goft manam nemibinam...... pas bargardim....... kholase dashtim bar migashtim..... goft man az she'rayi ke shoma joloyeh IDtoon minevisin kheyli khosham miad......... manam goftam are akhe be ahango ina ziad goosh midamo shoroo kardam az khanandeh hayeh jadid sohbat kardan......... etc...........
porsidam ke az avval koja dars mikhoondi o ta cheghad khoondi...goft foghe lisansamo gereftam...... porsidam average et cheghadre ..goft 92% ........goftam wow cheghad khoob......
kholase dige be jaddeye asli reside boodim...goftam mishe begi saat chande man emrooz saatamo khoone jaa gozashtam......goft 11 o 10 .... ( man be mamanamina gofte boodam ta 11 khoonam! )....... goftam mishe ye lahze az cellphonet estefade konam.....mikhast behem bede ke goftam never mind injoori shomaram miofte.......goft biaa zang bezan ghol midam ke shomarato pak konam....goftam na mersi....... savare otoboos besham 10 deghe dige khoonam...... goft bezar beresoonamet masiram oonvare.... vali man tashakkor kardamo goftam tarjih midam ba bus beram........
goft rasti man ye chizi behet nagoftam......... omdivaram vaghti behet migam kotak nakhoram......goftam na baba .....khob alan begoo eshkal nadare...... kholase dastesho kard too jibesh o kartesho darovord goft esme vaagheyie man ** nist *** e.. goftam ahan eshkal nadare (mikhastam begam mohem nist vali ba khodam goftam na baba zeshte) .......
dige taghriban reside boodim be istgahe otoboos.....goftam 5 deghe dige otoboose man miad..... goft ok shomaramo ke dari badan behem zang mizani ......+ man akhare in hafte ba doostam gharar daram vali mitoonam cancel konam ke ba ham berim biroon ........... goftam 1) man khosham nemiad ke telephoni ba kasi sohbat konam o hamishe tanhayi ro tarjih midadam.....bishtar doost daram tanha biroon beram o begardam.... goft tanhayi ke khoobe vali bazi moghe ha adam kesai ro mibine ke tarjih mide vaghtesho ba oona begzarooneh ta tanha bashe........ goft kash dir vaght nabood yeki do saat dige biroon mimoondim...aakhe emshab havaa be nazaram kheyli aalieh....... goftam havaa gharaareh taa hafte dige har rooz aftabi baashe ..... :)
otoboos dasht be tarafemoon mioomad......goftam mersi az inke oomadi ....... shabeh khoobi bood....... khoshhal shodam........ oonam tashakkor kardo goft emshab yeki az behtarin shabayeh zendegime ........ manam goftam :) THAT's good.....
hamintori ke dashtam be tarafe otoboos miraftam goftam hala barat offline mizaram..goft ok....... goftam shayadam email zadam (cheshmak zadam!...... vaaaaaay che zaayeh...) ba'desham savare otoboos shodam......... doa mikardam ke donbale otoboos nayad :) ........
hamintor ke dashtam be tahe otoboos miraftam ye pesare iranio didam..... cute bood..... ba khodam fekr kardam ke behesh begam "excuse me can I borrow your cell phone for a second" ......hamintori ke ye conversation doros konam...... vali az fekram khandam gereft......
vaghean ke adameh bi ehsasi hastam....
so yea......as u might have suspected I had planned to go out with some guy whom I'd met in chat......
I had told him that I wanna meet him on thursday...... but then my managere called and told me that she can give me an 8 hour shift on that day.....and I accepted it.........
So..... last night (Tuesday) ...... I was waiting IMPATIENTLY for him to come online so we can set another day (not date!!) to meet one another.......
Since I knew that I was gonna be working for the next 4 days I didn't wanna delay it to next week.... I just could not wait!!! and that's not because I was in love with him.. lol..it was because of another SELFISH reason .... I didn't wanna waste my time thinking about how he might be and how he might look for another week! that's why I told him that I'd like to meet him tonight (wednesday) or don wanna meet him at all.........
the poor guy said ok........he was at work until 6 and had a meeting until 9 but he was willing to come and see me after.......so I agreed to meet him at 10 o'clock in front of a mall... (it was getting dark.... )
I decided to sit inside the mall because it was cold outside..and as alwayz..... I had one of my precious books in my hand .... I read about 40 pages before he comes ..... it was 10 o'clock.... there was still no sign of him..... so I said "too bad so sad....I will finish the last few pages and then catch my bus at 10:15) ....... believe it or not I didn't care that much..... I was thinking "if it happens it would bee a good experience..... if not then I would just say ' ghesmat naboodeh :) ' and then walk away......."
anywayz......as I was reading the last page (the most exciting part of the book) .....the door opens and he comes in........
the first thought that went through my head was ... ( ok NEVER MIND..... he's clearly not my knight in shining armour.....) ........
then he stepped forward and said hi......
manam boland shodam o salamaleyk kardimo..... bad goft ba accountantesh gharar dashte o taxeh chi chi jarimeh shodeh o in joor harfa ke man sar dar nemiovordam........
kholase hamintor ke man az jam boland shodeh boodam goft mikhay berim biroon ...goftam behtare berim va eyla az mal mindazanemoon biroon ... (akhe saat 9 baste boodo fekr konam kam kam vaghtesh bood ke security biad......)
anywayz.....we started walking ... he was an old looking guy.....well he said he's 8 years older than me (still not sure if he told me the truth or not) but looked like he's at least 32-33.........
khoobish in bood ke aadameh khaaki e be nazar mioomad bara hamin I was so comfortable talking to him ........ when there are no FEELINGS involved it's very easy to talk to a guy (lesson #1).........
shoroo kardim be tarafe parki ke nazdike mall bood raftan.......oon ye mioonbor balad bood ke kheyli jaaye tariki bood......kholase parandeh par nemizad....... yekam ke raftim jolotar jadde boodo chan ta mashin park karde boodan o chan ta adam vaisade boodan........
hamintori ke dashtim ra miraftim oon kotesho darovord .......(hava kheyli sard bood!!! albate chon raa miraftim ok bood)...... man ta hala az oon tarafe park narafte boodam.......hamishe be samte raast miraftam vali endafe oon goft berim be samte chap....... manam moafeghat kardamo bad az 5 deghe intora dobare hame ja khalvate khalvat shod.. dige hatta ye mashinam nabood .......... avval dashtim az kenare khiaaboon rad mishodim...... oon dasht dar moredeh karesh migofto mohandesayeh dige ke too sherkateshoonan o in harfa.......manam goosh midadam...... o yekamam dar morede business o ina harf zadim..... bad behesh goftam ke az karet razi hasti...goft are hamoonie ke hamishe mikhastam ...... goftam e pas be arezoot residi..... khandash gereft.....goft ye filmi bood ghadima ke toosh ye bazigari too roosta asheghe ye dokhtari mishe ke too tehran mibineh....ba'd az chand saal taraf miad tehrano beh hameh mige man donbaleh aarezoom migardam........ hameh am behesh migan "khob azizeh man hame mardom donbaleh arezooshoon migardan" ....... (Fekr konam khodetoon baghie dastano fahmidin).. bad goft manam emshab too in jangal AREZOUMO peida kardam!!! man hamintor moonde boodam.... goftam na baba ..... in harfa chie... man ba arezou kheyli fargh daram!! ;)....... badesham say kardam mozoo ro avaz konam........
yekam dige ra raftim.....dige khiaabooni vojood nadasht.....tarike taarik bood....in varo oon var booshe..... faghat mano oon boodim.... vali az laayeh derakhta ye sedai mioomad....... man goftam vaay alan ye khers az in poshta miaad biroon .... khandid goft na baba khers koja bood.... ageh mikhay dasteto bede be man ke natarsi...... goftam na kheyli natarsidam :).... kholase shoroo kard yekam az doostasho ina tarif kardan......... ba'd goft man vaghean kheyli adameh lucky e hastam ke toonestam shomaro bebinam...aslan fekr nemikardam enghad adameh khoobi bashi....... manam sokoot kardam......ya goftam na baba in harfa chie....... o dobare mozooro avaz kardam........
kholase residim be ye jaayi ke derakhtaayeh boland dasht......hatta noore mahtabam nabood ke raaho roshan koneh........do se ghadam raftim o man goftam "vaghean jaayi ro nemibinam" ....... oon goft manam nemibinam...... pas bargardim....... kholase dashtim bar migashtim..... goft man az she'rayi ke shoma joloyeh IDtoon minevisin kheyli khosham miad......... manam goftam are akhe be ahango ina ziad goosh midamo shoroo kardam az khanandeh hayeh jadid sohbat kardan......... etc...........
porsidam ke az avval koja dars mikhoondi o ta cheghad khoondi...goft foghe lisansamo gereftam...... porsidam average et cheghadre ..goft 92% ........goftam wow cheghad khoob......
kholase dige be jaddeye asli reside boodim...goftam mishe begi saat chande man emrooz saatamo khoone jaa gozashtam......goft 11 o 10 .... ( man be mamanamina gofte boodam ta 11 khoonam! )....... goftam mishe ye lahze az cellphonet estefade konam.....mikhast behem bede ke goftam never mind injoori shomaram miofte.......goft biaa zang bezan ghol midam ke shomarato pak konam....goftam na mersi....... savare otoboos besham 10 deghe dige khoonam...... goft bezar beresoonamet masiram oonvare.... vali man tashakkor kardamo goftam tarjih midam ba bus beram........
goft rasti man ye chizi behet nagoftam......... omdivaram vaghti behet migam kotak nakhoram......goftam na baba .....khob alan begoo eshkal nadare...... kholase dastesho kard too jibesh o kartesho darovord goft esme vaagheyie man ** nist *** e.. goftam ahan eshkal nadare (mikhastam begam mohem nist vali ba khodam goftam na baba zeshte) .......
dige taghriban reside boodim be istgahe otoboos.....goftam 5 deghe dige otoboose man miad..... goft ok shomaramo ke dari badan behem zang mizani ......+ man akhare in hafte ba doostam gharar daram vali mitoonam cancel konam ke ba ham berim biroon ........... goftam 1) man khosham nemiad ke telephoni ba kasi sohbat konam o hamishe tanhayi ro tarjih midadam.....bishtar doost daram tanha biroon beram o begardam.... goft tanhayi ke khoobe vali bazi moghe ha adam kesai ro mibine ke tarjih mide vaghtesho ba oona begzarooneh ta tanha bashe........ goft kash dir vaght nabood yeki do saat dige biroon mimoondim...aakhe emshab havaa be nazaram kheyli aalieh....... goftam havaa gharaareh taa hafte dige har rooz aftabi baashe ..... :)
otoboos dasht be tarafemoon mioomad......goftam mersi az inke oomadi ....... shabeh khoobi bood....... khoshhal shodam........ oonam tashakkor kardo goft emshab yeki az behtarin shabayeh zendegime ........ manam goftam :) THAT's good.....
hamintori ke dashtam be tarafe otoboos miraftam goftam hala barat offline mizaram..goft ok....... goftam shayadam email zadam (cheshmak zadam!...... vaaaaaay che zaayeh...) ba'desham savare otoboos shodam......... doa mikardam ke donbale otoboos nayad :) ........
hamintor ke dashtam be tahe otoboos miraftam ye pesare iranio didam..... cute bood..... ba khodam fekr kardam ke behesh begam "excuse me can I borrow your cell phone for a second" ......hamintori ke ye conversation doros konam...... vali az fekram khandam gereft......
vaghean ke adameh bi ehsasi hastam....
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