Stepping out of the SAFE ZONE......( Part I)

what the f*** do I think I'm doing ?????????
I know this is not f***ing gonna workkkkkkkkk

but i'm gonna do it anywayz..........
omg......i'm f***ing crazy :D

so excited and scared at the same time........

will i really do it? well if i do it's gonna be the biggest change ever ........

ok... i have a few more dayz before the BIG DAY

but i just know that it wont work :(

ahhhhh cheghad man adame bad bini hastamaa........
vali khob ras migam dige.....mesle in mimoone ke shekar chi e ke barayeh bare avval tofang dastesh migire ye ahoo shekar koneh........

ew.....what if it's a lot worse than i think it is???????

omg.......ok...no....i'm gonna do it anywayz........not gonna surrounder this time.....not this time......

"whatever that doesnt kill u can only make u stronger".....i'll just keep telling myself that.......

god......let *** be ******* plzzzzzzzzz :)