My time has come.....

So you think that I'm finally ready to step into the big world.....
You give me what I have been waiting for for so long....
But then I realize that what I have been after is not as fun as I thought it would be....
So I try to fit in.. I Try and TRy and TRY......

It's so verrrrry different...

Many things have to change...

My whole life...

My past...

My present...

and My future....

I miss what I had before....this is challenging... but I have to do it... this will give me at least a CHANCE to survive in the future.......

help me through it ... for you are the only one that I worship and you are the only one that I seek help from

هوای خانه چه دلگیر می شود گاهی
از این زمانه دلم سیر می شود گاهی
نگاهِ مردم بیگانه در دل غربت
به چَشمِ خستهء من تیر می شود گاهی