What's the difference between night and day????????

Shit

I guess I sound depressed

There are many people in the world who have so much on their mind that they can't think
There are many people in the world who are actually NOT ABLE to achieve what they want in life because they're STUPID
There are many people in the world with DISABALITY who achieve a lot more than normal people
There are many people in the world who have so much money they don't know what to do with it
AND There are many people in the world who have almost everything......enough money.....enough time.....good family.......intelligence....... but they STILL don't try to do anything at allll...they just STOP.......

the last one was really hard to write because it describes me......I'm actually amazed by how much I CAN DO and how much I DON'T DO ...that......... I can't even describe the feeling....... I have nothing to do but to go after what I want..... the question is : what is that which I want????? what is itttttt? can someone please tell me?!!!!

By the way.....I spent 8 hours today, watching TV ..... :D