Two sides of me

 Me: I’m not gonna think about it. It’s out of my control. Everything will work out. Everything happens for a reason. What you focus on expands. Take a deep breath and let go.

Me next second: googling things like crazy, reading about all the worst case scenarios and crying like there is no tomorrow!

To be transferred to my journal

 Today was the day to hear about the results

I was just trying not to think or worry about it too much

I am thankful to god that everything is mostly normal… but need to get some extra tests done to make sure the growth stays on track

I must admit that I feel a little nervous but I’m going to do my best to stay positive. I only have 19 more weeks on this journey and I want to try to enjoy it as much as possible