Here we go

 I think there is a direct correlation between family interaction and our conflict. In fact, I don’t think… I know there is

He was actually amazing on Saturday in person… however there was tension all day before getting there and after…

And again today. It came out of nowhere! I was so shocked and am still shaken on the verge of crying every moment. I know what I did was not right though but I can’t help but feel sad about it. 

Sometimes the mood swings are really hurtful. I hadn’t experienced it in a while… I guess I wrote about it the last time it happened 

It just makes me feel really sad and I just don’t want to deal with it. The thing is that I know why it happened so logically it makes sense … and I know how he is so it even makes more sense. But sometimes I feel like I am no longer interested in dealing with his pain and his stress… but I am thankful that it’s temporary for the most part… and I do love him so there’s that…

My eyes and head are so heavy… good night

I will love you no matter what

  

I have full trust in “it”

Everything happens for a reason

Just be healthy my little delicious lime

If thoughts of specificities have crossed my mind, it’s only because of my insecurities and has nothing to do with you

Hope I am feeding you all that you need to be the best that you can be

Love you and your little legs in an indescribable way 

I love you 

We love you

So much